..Patience Is D greatest of all VirtueS..

Hols..N something else..

2009-12-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

Salamz to all..

How are u guyz doin??..... i hope u r doin fine for those who r takin exam dis wk... JIAYOU!GD LUCK! GANBATTE!!

im havin my holidayz nw.. Alhamdullillah..been bz wif lyf n sadly sch stuff... can u imagine my grp was given 1wk to do a formal report...well..there were 2wkz but bcoz of exams the 2wks doesnt counts,SO I HAVE 1WK!

me n my grpmate which suppose to be grpmateSSSSS came down to sch just to finish up the report within 1day.. but ya itz impossible,so we self declared postpone it.... HAHAHAHAKZ

try imagining the quality of the report....i dun wanna think abt it... HEHEHEHEHE

mid sem test was interesting and challenging.. wad kind of calculation based module will ask qns like " why do you need to stand behind the yellow line?"

its logical i tell u... well,they wanask to explain wif reference to bernoulli's principle.. HEEHEHE

but the whole MST is only 10%,so there is no need to worry that much..i hope so.. -.-"

CAMP(AKYM 09 RETREAT)

im head logi!! YEAH!..1ST TIME!! lot of COCK-ups!! -.-"

the participant wud noe y,esp atika...sory abt dat..i will b better nex tym... i'll try to make the milo taste more like milo...-.-"

can feel the bond between the members,the brotherhood...so ALHAMDULLILAAH!! =)

as a exco we shud all have ds kind of event atleast once a month..bcoz y??!! our responsibilities is to bring the youth outside close to the mosque...but in order to do dat,we ourselves need to be close to the mosque n ourselves..

i hope u all have benefitted or atleast learnt sumting from the small yet meaningful tazkirah that each one of us had shared...once again i thank u all for the meaningful opinions and knowledge..

PERSONAL LIFE

Probably u all know about my dirty lil secret...HEHEHEHEHEHEHE -.-"

im nt reli attach but im close to her..HEEEEEEEEEEEEE

urrmm...mayb soon im changing my status hmmmm....i think...

we've been getting along well..i hope it stayz like dis n will get better..AMIIN!!

PS: AWWAAAAAKKKK!!! GD LUCK FOR EXAMZ!! MISH UU..

AWAAAAKKK!!!! JACKET KITEEE!!!!GRRRR..!!

New beginning Has Begun..(Is My Grammar Correct?..heh)

2009-11-02T17:33:00.000-08:00

Salam alaik to u peopless..

Beeeeen looong time since i last updated..yeaa..hee..GOMENASAI(im sorry;aku minta maaf;Afwan jiddan;pisey;..ok i dun really knw indian language)*bow head*..
Hmm..well celebrating fasting month and Hari Raya at Jurong Island was fun..was demoralised most of the time..due the fact that i cant keep up with the workload..heh..missed Ah Yong(Mr Yong,me instructor)..His cutelaah..blur2..funny2..brotherly type..heh..always with the fickle mind..hehe..ohh yaa..then i had night shift for two days..reported at 7PM then went home at 8 Am..IT WAAAAS FUN..if i wasnt sleepy that is..haha..4-5Am in morning had to go around plant check level indicator..WTH!!??..
~sleeping in the locker room with the guys was interesting~..

Alhamdulillah new sem just started..i cant really gauge how good am i doing..but been constantly doing tutorials..is that good enough?..heh..well..there's no difference in doing tutorials if i cant really get the answers right...-_-"..u knw..my new slippers really bugging me..now it smells like ive nvr wash my feet for month due to the material of construction and being damped for the whole night..It was raining ytd..hehe..my leg was injured and i didnt have any self-protection from the rain so i just dragged my feet from MRT station to me house..cuubaaaaan..

Anyway...soo yaa..there's BIO again this sem..insyaAllah will manage..commit to memory thats all..hehe..

What else to update..hmm..well..to those who know what i know that some of my friends dont, id like to say..DONT GET TO EXCITED..haha..its still at phase one..if you know what i mean..ive yet to go to the next level..if you know what i mean..

Hmm..weell..thats all for now..Be Good Stay In School..

P.S I hope u get better soon..:(..Allahusyafeek..

Friendship & Brotherhood

2009-08-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum & peace to everyone..:)

MasyaAllah..the weather is soo soo great..Alhamdulillah..hehe..weell..i planned to wake up early in the morning to have a bit of revision but then..when my alarm rang i was held back by this invisible force..it was soo strong and determine to stop me from waking up..well that force is called sleepy..haha..

Yeaa the weather is perfect to have a loong nap especially after a tiring day like yesterday..i had to follow me mummy to some wedding..i have no idea who the person is even though they are my so call distant cousin..heh..nevermind that..had street soccer with my old pals LPR(limbang Park Rangers)..well if you guys remember they are none other than my sec school friends..hehe..even though its been years they never change..haha..well i hope they never because it would be boring to be in a group of "serious" people all the time..*hinthint*..haha..ofcorse being immature at times is fun..you cant really be having fun when your in a formal meeting right?..duuuh???!!!..haha..

okok..what i want to share is about my opinion about friendship and brotherhood..:)..

Our prophet Muhammad (pbuh) stated that we must always find friends that has a good towards ourselves..Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w.) said: "The example of a good companion and a bad companion is like that of the seller of musk, and the one who blows the blacksmith's bellows. So as for the seller of musk then either he will grant you some, or you buy some from him, or at least you enjoy a pleasant smell from him. As for the one who blows the blacksmith's bellows then either he will burn your clothes or you will get an offensive smell from him."

Some other hadith,

1.The Holy Prophet [s] said: “Man is influenced by the faith of his friends. Therefore, be careful of whom you associate with.”

Bihar-ul-Anwar, vol. 74, p. 192

2.Imam Sadiq [a] said: “My most beloved brother is he who (makes me aware of) my faults.”

All praises to Allah..i have noticed since i was in secondary life Allah never fails to bless me with wonderful friends, they are the ones that made me not to forget Allah and always repent even if i think i have done nothing wrong..I never think that this is a coincidence because what i think is that, the first time when i saw the light and thought of being a better person i was lonely and tried hard to find someone who can help me..it was becuase of that effort that Allah bless me with a friend who now i treat him as my own brother..well..i always call him my bf anyway..heh(im not gay)..

You see guys,as a human we are very intellectual beings we need people in our lives that can support us emotionally no matter what..yes we have our parents..but they are already working so hard to support us both emotionally and economically..dont expect so much from them..

If we have a clean ,innocent and kind heart without doubt we will tend to be with people with those qualities too..but bear in mind never be anti-social..befriend everyone but only choose a few as a your best friend..why?..because they will be the main source of influence..dun believe me??..

If i never met this guy in sec 2 i nvr know that i could actually love playing drums and them started going to gigs and love to hit stuff and make noises just to feel the beat running through me..yeaa im addicted..and if i never met this guy who introduce me to techno and shuffling and hardstyle trance..id never thought that i could actually shuffle and get high listening to that kind of music..

But then i ask myself..Is there any benefits??..is life all about enjoyment and fun??..

Until today..im still blessed with friends who remind me of death and afterlife..alhamdulillah..To all my sahabah who helped me alot in making myself a better person, May Allah reward you with Jannah..ameen..insyaAllah:)..

Let us all strive to be a better person..:)

Till next time..

hehe..

2009-08-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

hehehehe....just wen i got alot of ideas to blog abt..then reached home nothings on me mind..:P...should have write down whenever those ideas comes..haish..

New Look New Thinking..:)

2009-07-29T16:36:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum (Peace To You All)

Due to a certain compliment i received from a certain Ukhti..grrrr..i have no choice but to change the blog inside out..hee..hope u guys like it..:)

Alhamdulillah..Praises to Allah The Greeatest for always giving me another chance to breathe this air again every single day i woke up from sleep(do you know that statistic shows that 7 people die in every 7 seconds..imagine were next in the next few seconds..*shivershiver*)

Ok no more about deaths..not a good way to start the day..haha..ill be depressed the whole day..-_-"..

Anyway..alhamdulillah..Somehow my way of thinking has changed and insyaAllah ill be a better person..hehe..thanks to a talk i went by Doctor Danial Zainal Abidin (correct me if im wrong)..he only date one women in his life time and that is his wife..and he is still dating her as we speak..He even managed to have 8 kids when he himself is a very busy man..masyaAllah..hehe..May Allah bless him..ill make it 10 for me..HAHAAHAX..ok..im not that strong and capable..i cnat even organise my time..haha..always feel unsatisfied at the end of the day because i failed to do that and these and that.actually, im just being greedy..haha..i mean i wanna watch the japanese drama..i wanna play game..i wanna watch movies..i wanna listen to music..i wanna chit chat and all...but then exams coming..BOOHOOO..

Ohh yaa..Since theres no school today..means more time for me to SLAAACK..hehe..i wanna watch kuntilanak 2..SEE YAA..

Antara MJ dan BJ

2009-07-21T21:41:00.000-07:00

Beberapa hari yang lalu, Berita Harian menyiarkan komentar wartawan mengenai MJ (yakni Michael Jackson). Kematian yang menggemparkan dunia persada seni serta para peminatnya. Penjualan album yang mencecah jutaan, kedua tertinggi di belakang Elvis Presley dan Beatles (maaf jika saya tersilap).

Wartawan tersebut membincangkan sesuatu isu berkaitan dengan MJ yang menjadi persoalan ramai Muslim: apakah benar MJ telah memeluk Islam? adakah beliau meninggal dunia sebagai seorang Muslim?

Bukan itu yang ingin saya bincangkan di sini. Hanya saja ingin menyentuh betapa wartawan tersebut menyebutkan bahawa MJ akan terus diminati dan disayangi ramai, termasuk di kalangan Muslim. (Begitu juga dengan komentar wartawan kedua yang hanya mula mintai MJ setelah kematiannya.)

Inilah yang menjadi persoalan: mengapa seorang penyanyi/penghibur menjadi kesayangan ramai, termasuk di kalangan Muslim? Sedangkan sebagaimana penyanyi/penghibur/selebriti lain, penglibatan MJ dalam persada seni mengandungi banyak unsur maksiat, paling tidak melalaikan jiwa dan mengkhayalkan kita dari mengingati Allah dan bacaan al-Qur'an.

[Renungkan: sekiranya diputarkan CD bacaan al-Qur'an dan pada masa yang sama juga, kedengaran muzik yang diminati ramai, MJ atau selainnya. Apakah yang akan dilakukan kebanyakan orang?Apakah akan dikatakan, "Matikanlah putaran muzik itu. Lebih elok kita dengar bacaan al-Qur'an, mendekatkan diri kepada Allah." Atau,"Matikanlah putaran al-Qur'an itu. Kan tak elok dilagakan antara bacaan al-Qur'an dan muzik.. Matikanlah dulu putaran al-Qur'an itu dulu.. lain kali boleh dengar.. sekarang kita dengar MJ lah.."Rasanya jawapan cukup jelas...]

Lihatlah betapa muzik/nyanyian yang melalaikan, yang disifatkan Saiyidina Abu Bakr radhiyAllahu 'anhu sebagai seruling syaitan, begitu meresap dalam jiwa manusia, termasuk jiwa Muslim.Benarlah kata Syeikhul Islam Ibnu Taimiyyah bahawa muzik/nyanyian mempunyai pengaruh yang hebat atas jiwa manusia; ia boleh menggoncangkan jiwa manusia sehingga membuatnya rasa sedih mahupun gembira. [aw kamaa qaal]

Lalu bagaimana pula dengan BJ? Tidak, saya tidak maksudkan pelawak setempat BJ Kadir. Yang saya maksudkan ialah Syeikh Bin Jibreen ('Abdullah bin 'Abdurrahman bin Jibreen) rahimahullah yang wafat pada minggu lalu.

Syeikh Bin Jibreen merupakan antara ulama mapan di Arab Saudi, antara ulama senior yang menjadi rujukan umat. Beliau dikatakan murid kepada Syeikh Bin Baz (Abdullah bin Abdul Aziz bin Baz, mantan Mufti Besar Arab Saudi) rahimahullah dan sering mendampingi Syeikh Bin Baz. Malah, adakalanya menggantikan tempat Syeikh Bin Baz untuk mengimami solat.Keilmuan yang tinggi, namun jiwa yang cukup tawadhu' membuatnya tidak suka dilayani sebagai seorang Syeikh. Malah, enggan terlalu dihormati sebagai seorang Syeikh kerana menganggap dirinya sebagai Thalib al-'llm (penuntut ilmu).

Tontonlah video berikut, di mana Syeikh Haitham al-Haddad (seorang murid Syeikh Bin Baz) berbicara tentang pemergian Syeikh Bin Jibreen, keperibadiannya serta ciri-ciri dan nilai seorang 'alim di dalam masyarakat:

http://muslimmatters.org/2009/07/15/recounting-memories-of-ibn-jibreen-navaid-aziz/

Sekarang, tepuklah dada, tanya iman. Di manakah kesedihan kita di atas pemergian seorang alim berbanding kesedihan kita di atas pemergian seorang selebriti?Apakah yang ditinggalkan seorang selebriti dapat memanfaatkan kita di akhirat kelak?Dapatkah kita menilai khazanah ilmu yang ditinggalkan para ulama?

Pemergian Syeikh Bin Jibreen telah didahului oleh Syeikh Bin Baz, Syeikh Al-Albani dan Syeikh Uthaymeen rahimahumullah. Sehinggakan Syeikh Bin Jibreen disifatkan (oleh Syeikh Haitham) sebagai alim terakhir dari generasi yang lepas.Di manakah penghargaan, penghormatan dan kasih kita terhadap para ulama?

Renungkanlah wahai para pembaca budiman..

Adapted From:

http://ibnshamsuddeen.multiply.com/journal/item/686/Antara_MJ_dan_BJ...
http://fikrahibnshamsuddeen.blogspot.com/2009/07/antara-mj-dan-bj.html
"Ibn Shamsud-Deen as-Salafee"

Words of wisdom:
"Adhere to the Qur'an and the Sunnah, and walk upon the path of the Salaf as-Salih. Truly, this is the manhaj (methodology) of the Ahl as-Sunnah wa al-Jama'ah, the true Sunni, the true Salafi."

His Downfall..Independence Day Theme Song

2009-07-10T22:22:00.000-07:00

Salam my dear brothers and sisters..

Yes..I have been wandering..wandering around too much probably..i do know where is my destination..yess infact everyone knows..but there are more than 1 path and more than one route to reach that place..and yes..along the way there are many many distractions..and ive been going no where..here i am yet to reach my goal..sheesh..ok enough of the cliche..

Yaayaa..ill do my best next time..

Anyway..Taman Ilmu(garden of knowledge finally reopen yesterday..and it was fun and exciting..heh..oohh ohh...taman ilmu blog will explain more about it..heh..lazy to explain laah..

As i was saying..it was a very beneficial and motivating event..the seniors who have gone thorugh their tough times and happy times in SP shared us everything we should know to be a better muslim better student..yes..i shall heed their advice Gods Will..Bro Farhan shared that to have practice good etiquette in a team

one Must not back bite,

Always read alot(gain knowledge),

Be confident..

yes those are just basics..but very impportant indeed..heh..i jested about me reading harry potter alot..haha..ok inside jokes..nvm..

Soo yaa..hope to see outsider next time..everyones invited though EVEN NON SPIAN....MORE DETAILS ON TAMAN ILMU BLOG..hehe..

ohh yaa..going to have pizza for supper soon..:P..ITADAKIMASUUU..

AND ANOTHER THING..IRA TURNED 17 YTD..hehe..soo sorii i didnt know..haha..id have buy you a "friendship ring" or sumtin lidat:P..hehe..but glad your glad with what im glad you are glad with..glad..:)..May Allah give you looooong age(panjang umur) and halalkan eat drink(makan minum)..HEE..and JNGAN ASIK KACAU KTE JEE LAAAH..haha..

A Meeting With D Prof.

2009-06-21T21:03:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum..:)

MasyaAllah my meeting with Professor Larry(i fgot his sirname-_-") was really beneficial..Me and bro Fahmi met up at SP was told to be picked up by someone else from there but due to unexpected events he cant make it so we had to go to Prof Larry house by train then..*sighsigh*..

So yaa..had a "great time" with Bro Fahmi..haha..just trying to get to that Prof s crib is a challenge..haha..*sigh*..no taxi then we got lost then..hehe..its my first time going to such a luxurious location..where only "The Rich" lives..haha..i feeel riiiccchhhh..hehe..

So Aniwaez...when we reached his "private condominium", we were welcomed in and given a cup of coffee's(even though i already had a lot for that day)..soo aniwae..we chat and discussed about the upcoming event called "Kompang Workshop" and i didnt expect someone who is NOT a Malay/Muslim have been doing a very in depth research about Malay culture, its traditional music and YOU KNOW WHAT ISLAM ITSELF!!..i felt ashamed of myself..hehe..

His the only genius in Asian countries to do research about our culture..Isnt that something sooooo...i have no say..hehe..then we talked about why Islam forbids musical instruments as a form of entertainment..He himself researched about this fact through the quran and hadith..masyaAllah..then he said..the hadith isnt to be trusted as a whole..when you prove something and take one of the hadith as an example you must always compare it with others and the quran itself..even he knows mustala hadith(the study of hadith)..haha..im soo soo envious of him..

yeaa..thats all i wanna share about..just as a reminder..that..we, malay/muslims are losers compare to the other non-muslims who they themselves study about us in depth and yet we are still reading manga watching anime and jap drama's(hehe..just refering to myself)..

till nxt time..heee

Control Your Laughter

2009-06-11T03:50:00.000-07:00

Salam ikhwan wa akhawat...

Praises to Allah the almighty for gving me another chance to use my PROBLEMATIC LAPPY..hahax..

"ITS A NON LIVING THING ZAID..THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE BLAMED IS THE ONE USING THE LAPPY!!!"..

Okaay okaaay i got it..its my fault for not ntaking my valuables with all my heart...well..its halfly the manufacturer s fault for not improving the durability of the product TOOOOO..haha

okok..wadeveeeer..

Aniwae..there too many events to update..okok..the improtant ones then..hhmmm..

ohh yaa..im currently insyaAllah will be active in SPMLS..being with the other committee is just a way to forget about the other burdens of life at times..but not to forget..Zikrullah(remembrance of Allah) is still the best..laughing too much isnt good.as what our prophet Muhammad S.A.W has said that those who laughed too much do not fear the hereafter..it darkens your heart and cause you to drift away from Allah..

Yes true..laughing is a way to express happiness but do not forget it wont be really something to be happy about when your hacing your last laugh here(earth) when your gonna cry on the day of judgement..

Control your laughter..

There was once when Prophet Muhammad S.A.W noticed that his fellow friends were laughing out loud outside the mosque then he came and ask them whether do they fear death and the day of judgement..After hearing that, his friends ran into the mosque and seek Allah's forgiveness..

Thats how serious our Prophet's Muhammad's fellow friends treated the day of judgement..

Id like to remind myself first..before i remind to all my friends out there.."Control Your Laughter"..

Apologise..

2009-06-01T00:59:00.001-07:00

Salam..

Just a short notice..my blog will be on itu hiatus status..:)..insyaAllah sooner or later laah update..my lappy down:(..

There there hurted soul..patpat

2009-04-29T05:19:00.001-07:00

Cahaya Hati - Opick

Salam alaik..

Alhamdulillah..first test did badly..hahax..wasnt prepared okaay..it wasnt an easy one cause the qns lack numbers..numbers!!!..and my calculator's batt was weak..:(..haha..too bad for me laah..

aniwae..yeaa..i dunno why..but i keep noticing..love can really change people..or wadever that has to do with love..crushes..blablabla..haha..IT can really make either one be the most happiest person in the world or be the most unluckiest..haha..wadever it is..people still search for it as long as they ar still breathing..

cause..undoubtedly..everyone needs to be loved and to love..but recently..some of my friends are like going through the sufferings because of these fiend called love..well including me..hehe..then a question pops up in my mind.."do i really love her..or am i just seeking her attention?"..then another question came to mind too.."wad is trust?.."..and another question "how can i be loyal if the one im falling in love with doesnt even fall for me?"..

haha..typical dilemma..typical crysis..yet everytime we go through it ,its like something new to us..we endure the pain every day every hour..untill it slowly soothe away..gosh..its true love is nothing but patience..in other words.."pain"..haha..

haha..saddening..u cant run away from it..well u can make the pain much lesser..like wad zain bikha sang.."everything has its end..Allah is enough for meee.."..everything has its end my dear friends..wads the use of bearing all these pain when you know its gonna end sooner or later..

This questions then comes back to our motives and our objectives..why do i fall for her?..why do i need her in my life?..

Then..IF..she loves me back..then i should ask more..whats the purpose of us getting together?..being in a BGR,why is there a need?..if its attention..i have friends..if its love..i have my parents who can cherish me more than anyone could..i would be mistreating my parents if she's in my life..most people do that..then some might think..naah thats impossible..but thats the fact..we spend more time wif our partner than parents..we put in more effort in making our partner much more happier compare to how we even smile to our parents...

then ask ourselves again..who is the one who have go through the pain of birth?..do you guys know how much pain it is to go through birth??..who are the ones who get worried sick whenever we made a little coughing sound when were still a baby??..who are the ones who had to sacrifice their sleep just to feeed us every single night??whoa re the ones who have to friggin tolerate our egoistic,self-centred,bloddy irritating behaviour as we grow up as a teen..??..

then if...if i do know the answers...why am i thinking about how can i make a mere attractive,sweet-looking,nice,kind hearted girl smileeeeee???..WHHHEEEEN I FAIL TO MAKE MY OWN MOTHER..MY OWN FATHER SMIIILE EVERY SINGLE DAAY???!!!..

To think again..i cant answer these questions correctly..

We should be hurt because we hurt our mother..we hurt our father..
We should be crying cause we made our mother..father cried..
We should be emo because our mother and father are friggin emo because of US..

Till next time..

First Week @ School..

2009-04-23T04:31:00.000-07:00

Ok Fine...Ill updatelaah..sheesh..waiting for me to buy the new charger will take years i thiink..

Aniwae..First week of school been..hmm..well..i need to ahev more rest..haha..ive been day dreaming and stoning alot at class..well apart from the cold classroom,i can hardly stay focus for a few minutes then ill be in wonderland..haha..

OkOK..haha..i got goosebumps reading something so emoish..*shivershiver*..better edit the post..haha..

okok..all i can say is that..this year wont be soooo nice to me..haha..lucky one of the reports for a certain module(which im not familiarised with yet) was taken out..means more time TO STUDYYY..YEAYEAA...:)..hehe..

from my family to my old friends..they wre all quite dissapointed about my downfall in SP..haha..dunno why ive not been doing well..grrr..i wanna blame others but yeaa..hehe..thats just another to runn away from my own mistakes..which is benificial..cause i wont feel guilty..hehe..but then i wont learn laah..

choices have their consequences as they say..

well this year i choose to fight my way through..insyaAllah..im gonna beat myself gonna get better than myself every single day..yeaa..thats the way.ahah ahaah i liek it i like it..thats the way..okok enough of that..

aniwae..hope u guys outt here doing fine with school life..and to those who have a love life..haha..one advice, DUN WASTE UR TIMELAAH..haha..kidding2..noonooo..thats just bad..i know i can be a girlfriend stealer at times..but yaa..learn to juggle your time yaa..wish u guys all the way...and YAA..another advice..DONT BE LIKE ME..hehe..i mean..who wanna be like me aniwae..lol..of corse everyone wanna be like themself ryte?..just an advice aniwae..haha..

ohh..wad i mean is..wadever thigns you go through in life..never beee toooooooo happy nor be toooo saaaad..emotions are powerful tools..it can influence one's behaviour..soo just bear that in mind:)..

till nxt time..barakallahufeekum..

From You We Were Created..To You We Return..

2009-04-14T19:38:00.001-07:00

I was awken by the sound of a rock song coming out from my handphone..half awake..it was my alarm clock..it was 6.15AM if im not wrong..feeling very tired i forced myself to sit up..I yawned and stretched as far as i can..i turned on my HP..and there were two msges from a friend of mine..

My heart missed a beat the moment i read the msg..

A friend of mine has just passed away this morning..Innalillahi wainnahuilaihi rajiun..I was dumstruck..totally shocked..i wanted to cry but i couldnt..i just sat on my bed for a few minutes..until finally my mum went into my room and turn on the lights..she was worried looking at me acting weird..i told her what had happened and she too got shock..

Death is really chasing us..It shows no sympathy to the young nor aged..it could have been me lying dead cold on my bed..but I was given life again..all praises to you..Ya Rabb..

Here i am..still feeling shaky..just wanted to share with you guys that..dont take life for granted..we dont know when is our turn to be there lying on the bed, not breathing ever again..

To my fellow muslims brothers and sisters..solatlah sebelum kamu disolatkan..thats all i can say..

Mari same2 bacekan Al-fatihah kepade Md. Haris Bin Md. Tarmizy..moge2 rohnye diberkati dan digolongkan di dalam golongan para solihin..ameen..

HIGHLIGHTS OF MAULID @KALLANG STADIUM..

2009-04-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum:)..

OKaay...insyaAllah ill try to share as much as i can about the events that occured

during the maulid @ Kallang Stadium..

I thought of going there right after asar as i wanted to listen to the zikr that will be lead by Ustad Syafie..he nvr fail to touch my heart with his melodious voice..but i missed that part..cause my mummy got us a transport but it will only come at 5+..i wanna go alone but i wasnt sure how to go there by myself..so was my mum..awww..but nvm..at least we arrived there safely..

It was drizzling the moment we got there..can imagine the wet floor and carpet were gonna pray on..soo i kinda searched for a cardboard or torn box under my block one for me and some for my mummy and others before we went off..

then then..we prayed magh as a jemaah..or in english hmm..congretional is it??..haha..my vocab kinda limited since i stop reading and all..:P..id keep on reading and upgrading my language both malay and english if there o lvl every year..haha..aniwaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeeeeee

soo yaa..after magh..there was a performance by MAS OPIIIICK..MASYAALLAAAAAH!!!..haha..got so xcited wen he came out wearing such such down to earth kinda dress..all white with matching sarban..reminds me of my late grandpa..he love to wear sarban/turban with "kain pelikat"..i dunno wad is it called in english..hehe

okok..soo..yaa..his voice was damn heartwarming laah seeiii..he even asked the audience to sing along..i took that oopportunity to sing along,swayed along..almost stood up and wave my hand to the beat..but kinda was the only one being supportive..the other guys arnd me was tooooo shy to do such "childish" things...haha..i pitied Mas Opick..haha..but yaa..the other parts of the stadium like the first lvl..the audience were much supportive..i cud hear their voices from 2nd floor..ohh ya i got to sit at the 2nd floor less crowded..if only i get to sit at the first roow..awww...ill be singing my lungs out..

ohh yaa..after that a few islamic scholars were formally invited to the stage..they even put a red carpet for them to walk and then there were little boys standing at each sides greeting them..sooo cute laah..KAWAIIIII!!!..

At that very moment..i saw something..something soo beutiful..it almost made me cried..a full mooon soo round soo big soo near slowly rising from the horizon as the islamic scholars took their time to take a sit..subhanallah..our prophet muhammad was said to be like the full moon..soo beutiful so bright..subhanallah..

Then there was a short talk by one of the scholars..Habib Hud..i fgot his full name and place of birth..nvm..hehe..aniwae..he shared the importance of aqidah/akhlaq as a muslim..or so to say..cultivating islamic environment in the house and also outdoors..and to idolised our prohet Muhammad S.A.W and also his fellow friends who live to prolong his teachings..insyaAllah..

Ustadz ahmad sonhadji mohammad..sat in his wheelchair..fatigued..his hands were trembling..he was weakened due to old age and also due to his sickness..knows as Parkinson..As Ustadz Syafie came to him and asked him to give a short tazkirah and to end it with his prayers for all of us..his voice was trembling..unsure what he wanted to convey..he said that even though 1 hour had just past he felt as though he have been sitting there for days.. resisting all physical pain with Iman..he said..even though im weakened physically but my high spirit will nvr be weakened,my insides are still excited and overjoyed because im at a grand event..an event in remembrance of our prophet Muhammad S.A.W..i was totally touched by that.. someone that old that weakened willing to come all the way to kallang just to celebrate the Prophets existence along with the others Muslims..cause wthout YOU Ya Muhammad S.A.W..there..i wouldnt be here..saying ALLAHUAKBAR..Allahumma Solli'alaMuhammad..

Id rate the event 11/10..hehe..it was the greatest maulid ive been too..I LOVE IIT..haha..okok i wont overreact animore..

soo yaaa i typed quite alot..haha..till nxt time..:P

Tiring Day...

2009-04-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum..

Alhamdulillah..Today's class was interesting..even though i was half asleep most of the time..and well..she kinda woke me up by making me smile to myself alot of times..haha..ok finneee..she looked soo soo sweet just now okaay...

Ohh yaa..class was interesting cause..we had a small and short discussion about the pro's and cons of normal secular schools and full-time religious schools..i think most of us know what are they..I dont really need to type them out..

Ohh..Happy Bufdae to my dearest frend Brenda in advance..haha..hope u like what i got for you..been wanting to get that for you a long time ago..but kinda lazy to buy it..hehe..since its your bufdae got more reason not to be lazy..haha..

the chalet was great..since i went there right after a big religious event at Kalland Stadium..being tired and all, meeting the usual mates is a good way to unwind..haha..even though we did nothing much but laze ,play stupid games,crack stupid jokes..and kinda xperienced sumtin i dun wanna go tru again..haha..ohh yaa..XAVY I LOVE UR CHESSECAKE!!..haha..and thanks for brining along ur guitar..haha..my fingers are frozen..haha..cant play it like how i want to..

soo yaa we didnt sleep till it was nearing 5AM..i cudnt help it but to swtich off even if i have to sleep on the hard cold floor..haha..yeaa..it was still a cool xperience..even though i missed alot..

I shall update about the maulid at kalland Stadium tmr insyaAllah..

Fatigued..Yet..Had Fun..:D

2009-04-09T20:53:00.000-07:00

Salam & Peace To U Allzz..

Kem Wajar Or properly spelt Camp Wajar for freshies was fun..haha..even though i was teh only 2nd year camper for the whole camp..thats where the interesting part comes..haha..the guys look up to me..so call 'experience'..there were 3 camppers who are pursuing Chem Eng same as me..and i kinda gave them a scare..haha..cause well..im not really doing well..but its not impossible cause i have classmates who scored above 3.5 and i asked myself why cant i..haha..

Im not really a good example to follow..hehe..thats a bit saddening but atleast..ive experienced the hardships..yeaa..

The highlights of the camps event...hmmmmm

Okaay..most of the camp facilitators really thought im a year 1(due to my small size)..so i tried my best to make them think that i am..cause i dont want any one of the facis to think im a cheater or sumtin..haha..but im kinda not that lucky..cause some of the facis know me..then they were like "EHH..U 2ND YEAR GUY..Y JOIN FRESHIE CAMP"..arghh..caught red-handed..haha..but i explained to themlah..haha..COOL RYTE..hehe..undercover agent..

ok soo..first day amazing race..lost..grpmate was dam boring and quiet..2nd day..had some talk..kinda boring but was full of motivational stuff..it was boring cause..i went to a better motivational talk b4..haha..got closer to the groups through games..

sumhow i got the feeling if i didnt speak out the grp will be like full of mimes..ohh ya and my grp name is CENGKERIKS A.K.A CRICKETS..haha..our slogan was "CRICK YOUU!!!"..and our trademark was "crick criick..crick..crick"..hahax..

Dam cute laah if the whole grp do it..3rd day the whole grp bonded really well..i even shuffled for them and sang too..haha..talking abt singing..hehe..my grp kinda sabo me to go on stage to sing a stupid girlish song..haha..and yaa..most of the facis can sing U KNOOOOW..i was like...cool lets sing tgether...haha...

OKOK..the best part.."muhasabah session"..A.K.A Self-Reflection session..haha..i hate when some guy who knows how to psycho people talk about our mother and father..sensitive topic..haha..yeaa..most of the people in the room wet the floor with tears..tears of regrets..i hope my fellow camper friends learnt something from it..cause even though ive been through such sessions many times..i always learn alot from it..cause its the only way for one to know themselves better..by crying..by asking ourselves..what have we done wrong??..why we did it??..How can we change??..blablabla..with the backgroud songs and dark and cold atmosphere..i cant resist but to really feel bad about myself.i owe my mum and dad a hug atleast once a day..yet i know..that hug cant really possibly mend their broken heart everytime i disobey them and all of the sarifice they have made too..

yeaa..night waaalk..hehe..more of a night-JOG for me..haha..i freaked out..they made us walk the path of hell..reallyyyyyy...haha..i hate enclosed walkpathss..like its already dam dark..and its enclosed..and im the one who have this forbia of the dark..haha..yet im THE SENIOR and the first one to go..ohh the facis saboED me to go first..haha..since i know the place better..i tot of shortcutting....but the shortcuts ARE MUCH MORE SCARRIEEER..haha..ill nvr walk under big trees with loong long leaves..an uninvited camper might just appear infront of me..haha..if u knw wad i mean..*shivershiver*..soo yaa..the whole camp now knows who is the biggest chicken in the camp..ZAID!!!!!!...YEAAAA*CLAPCLAPCLAP*..hahax

soo yaaa..over all it was fun..with the singing,bonding,acting games,nightwalk,crying sessions..etc..it was fun..id rate it 8/10..yeaa:)..

The last day did a skit..i acted well as they say..haha..acted as a guy who finally xploded after being taken advantaged of for many times..yeaa..it was fun..i wish i can still meet the campers..haha..they cant resist to call me abang gatal tho..or a.k.a..flirt..haha..yaa yaa..i did asked for some of the girls facis no. cause THEY WERE MY OLD FRENDS AND RECENT FRENDS TOO OKAAAY..sheesh..always get the term "flirt" wen im just being friendsly to others..heeee..still young still young..haha..its not worth it to get to know only one gerl..haha..

haha..too guys out there..haha..GET TO KNOW MORE GIRLS!!hehe..well..actually i can only afford to get to know..not really try to win their hearts..cause ive made a promise to a certain girl..yet that girl kinda ignoring me these days..hehe..ohh well..i choose to be happy..she no one choose wad i wanna feel..YOSH..i miss my BROS!!!!..AFIQ,ZAMIL..LETS GOO TENNIS AND SWIM AGAIN..YEAA..

here are the pics

my fellow junior..cheey cheyy..heehe..the one on the right..is from a local religious full time school..i look up to him...yeaa..same age tho..haha..and yaa..he has a great voice..but somesay mine is better??..who knows??..:P..i like his voice too..haha
the other grp..the guy on the left..dam funny guy..haha..reminds me of saiful apek
DINNER!!..DAM NICE..
the vice president of the camp making an announcement b4 dinner..

LAPPY REVIIIVEEED...WOOHOOO...

2009-03-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaikum..Peace To U Allz..

Woohoo...Alhamdulillah..my lappy finally revived finally i bought a charger..haha..1 week plus havnt been using lappy..had to use the old crappy com..keke...soo soo happy..haha

Ohh yaa..came back from chalet yesterday..A LPR reunion so to say...and hmm LPR is an acronym for Limbang Park Rangers..hahax..a name we came out for our street/soccer team..though im not really into soccer..but i still enjoy it cause its a way for us to get together atleast once a week..

Soo yaaa...first day most of us came late..hehe..i came all the way from jammin studio at yishun..took me and mil almost 1 hour and a half lidat..i slept through out..hahax..tiring okaay..

Arrived around 10+..Mus,sharil,Ridz and zat was watching the GSC movie..."...BLOWING BUBBLEESS...NAANAA.."..haha..a show about a group of violent soccer fans..haha..scaryy..but they conveyed a brotherly msg..haha..like stand up for one another no matter how tight the situation is..thats wad true brothers are made of..yeaa

Though the moment i entered the toilet..gooosebumps appeared lah seey...i was like "WAS ANYONE MURDERED HERE IN THE TOILET?..the aura kinda scarryyy lee"...then my other frend said "yaa..i felt it too.."..i was like...*shiver shiver*..but i kinda dun care much cause even if some ghost or spirits were to scare the guts out of me..im too tired too be concerned about it..haha..my head was spinning laah..took panadol extra and had a quick nap when suddenly "zaid zaid..wake up..were gonna play bowling.."..AT 3 AM IN THE MORN..how cool is that..hahx

i kinda played badly..haha..atleast my headache wore off..hehe..had fun:)..

after bowling..went back to chalet played resident evil 5 with sharil till around 5 plus..had a quick nap then woke up around 6+ for prayers(tho i did my best trying to wake up the others)..haha..had a few puff..which isnt a good idea..cause my stomach was empty..soo kinda felt lightheaded and nausea after that..

breakfast only came AT 1+...nice ryte?..haha..the huungeeeeerrr...

Oh..nothing much happened the next few days..cause i went off to simlim around 3pm with asyraf then to a religious event at bedok around 7+ till 11+..then went back to chalet..

To brenda..Sorry cause i cant really do much about the earth hour thingy when im in the mosque..hehe..some events will really be affected if they support earth hour..haha..cant imagine religious event in the dark..haha..

Ohh yaaa...me and my bros did alot of gay activities..but Ridz was the main character..haha..or so to say VICTIM..hahax..ask me personally if you wanna know wad happened:P..

Till Next Time..:P..ohh here are the pics..

The two Mus's..the right one is a Jason Mraz WannaBe..:P

Sorry for the poor pic quality..hehe..3 am+ in the morn..waiting for our bowling alley..

XBOX 360!!!!
The Gays i mean the guys..:P

On the way back home..
Me being gay with Ridz..i dunno why my face in photos are mostly gay-like..scarryyy
Me..
The guys..gambling under the tree..

Will Always Lend U A Shoulder

2009-03-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

Didnt know it can affect me this much...

But it did..

HAISH..hehe..sometimes i wonder..why i like to think too much about something i should spend less time thinking about..A friend of mine told me..ur just wasting ur brain juice thinking about it when you know you have a bright future to think aboout..truee truee..

Then another friend of mine told me.."zaid ur EQ sux"..haha

Or in other words..im sux at acting..haha..there i was sitting in the bus thinking thinking..then he was like "oiii..why soo down??"..then i was like "its that obvious ahh?..naah i wanna stone for awhile"..

End up sleeping through out the whole 45 mins journey..hahax..i love looong bus riides..haha

I SOOO SOO NEEDA LEARN how to suppress my feelings..well they say love is patient..and patient is something im lacking..some girls wud understand why..haha..

Oh WEELLL..I better start thinking more about something useful that can make me a better person atleast..YEAA!!!:)...

Just Wish I Cud Be The One Wiping Your Tears..

The One Whose Shoulders You Wet It With Your Tears..

Im Not Romeo..

Im Just Merely A Weak Teenage Boy Learning To Walk The Pathway Of A Grown Man..

Ive Made Mistakes..

Ill Learn From Them..

I Wont Fall Again And Again To Same Hole Ive Fallen..

All I Want From You Is..

Your Trust..

Your Faith..

Your Assurance..

Ill be Patient..

Ill Wait In Silence..

Hoping To See You Smile & Giggling Like You Always Do When We Meet..

Ill Wait..Thats a Promise..

Growing Stronger By The Day..

2009-03-15T19:25:00.000-07:00

Salam alaikum..

Peace To U All..

Okaay..been quite sometime since i post..nevermind..its not about the quantity isnt it..its the QUALITY..hehe..

Ive been working for a certain company for a week now..even though i never like business, ive decided to try out MLM for those who know..im sure most of us ,being skeptical will have this thinking that such efforts will be fruitless will be futile or so they say..but yeaa....alhamdulillah..been a great journey even though its just one week..

The higher ups in the company have tought me alot about life and working industry..true..being your own boss is the best..but..u must have the interest also laah..haha..seriously speaking i dont have a single interest in making money by selling stuff..i rather earn money the academic normal

waay..

Why i say soo..BECAUSE MY PARENTS FRIGGIN INVEST ALOT ON MY EDUCATION..haha..i will repay them insyaAllah by getting a diploma or a degree at least then work at Exxon or Shell or sumtin..sounds interesting..hehe..insyaAllah..yeaa

One thing..i want to share to you all is that..yesterday my manager gave me a piece of advice which really kinda slap my face like *PIAK*..can feel the slap lidat..but its with words..haha..

He shared with the whole group that "Treat everyday as if you know you are going to die the next day"..sounds familiar?..im refering this question to the muslims..

I bet some of you know this phrase..why i say so..our prophet Muhammad S.A.W said that 1400 yrs ago first..he said "Live your life as if you are gonna die the next day.."..

Why i felt like i was slapped after hearing this phrase..cause..well..CAUSE IMM SOOOO CONFIDENT THAT IM STILL GONNA BREATHE THIS AIR IM BREATHING TMR..which isnt really true..i might even die today too..(hopefully not...*shiveershiveer*...ameen)..yaa..thats the point..

Even a non muslim have that thinking..what about us?..what about following our prophets teaching??..ALOOW GUYYYS WAKE UP DEEE!!!???..

Ive a friend who told me.."i dont wanna be too outstanding and too unreliable in life..i just wanna earn alil and maybe work averagely hard.."I always think like that too..well think again broo..we are 19..turning 20 soon..if we still have that thinking..ill assure u..ull never be successful..yes u will..but time is the factor im talking about here..

We cant reverse time brother..and yet we let it pass by as if we live on this earth forever..sorry if im being to harsh but..DEATH IS CHASING US BROTHER..hehe..sounds scary ryte..SOO START CHANGING UR MINDSET FRIGGIN LAZY BUMPS..

ohh and if ur curious about how well im doing in the company..call me or even can work under me..hehe..:P

till next time..

Salamun Alaik Ya Rasulallah..

2009-03-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

Salam Alaik To U All..

Alhamdulillah..The Mahabbah camp went smoothly..the campers enjoyed so did the facilitators..but nothing is perfect..there were still some flaws here and there..but alhamdulillah..its just another challenge we have to face in life..with patience,faith in each other and teamwork..we overcame the problem..

One thing i learnt during this camp was to be very initiative and always be one step from others..never wait for something to happen..never wait for help to come..never have this thinking that "okaay someone eelse will do it"..Trust me, the whole camp will be a disaster..As the senior and facilitator, thats one weakness we must not have..

I missed the event where a few Ulama'(islamic scholars) came to have a visit and gave a few short advice or talk..masyaAllah..they are our last hope for we muslims able to live on as muslims in this world..without Ulama..its the same as living without our brain..no one to guide..no one to spread knowledge the way Allah wanted us to, the world will be full of deceit everywhere..false accusation everwhere..even now terrorism seems to be a norm..but its okaay theres always a reason behind every occurrence..insyaAllah..

Di bulan Rabiual Awal ini..banyakkanlah berselawat..kenangkanlah pengorbanan Nabi Allah..Nabi Muhammad S.A.W akan turut mengingati kami..

Biasa kita dengar setiap hari Jumaat.."inna Allaha wamalaikatahu Yusolluna'alan nabi ya ayuhal ladzina amanu sollu alaihi wasallimu taslima"

Maknanya: Sesungguhnya Allah dan para malaikat turut selawat kepada Nabi kami iaitu Nabi Muhammad S.A.W..wahai orang beriman maka selawatlah kamu kepadanya

Ada juga satu hadith dari HR Ahmad dimana beliau katakan "Rasul mengatakan barangsiapa yang selawat ke atasku SEKALI maka Allah akan selawat kepadanya SEPULUH kali dan dihapuskan 10 dosa dan diangkat 3 darjat"

Subhanallah..janganlah lepaskan peluang ini untuk kita mendekatkan diri kita kepada Nabiyuna Muhammad S.A.W..insyaAllah..dekatlah kita dngan beliau di hari akhirat kelak

Till nxt time..:)

Hakikat Seorang Wanita..

2009-03-02T18:23:00.000-08:00

Hakikat seorang wanita - akal wanita senipis rambutnya

Jangankan lelaki biasa,nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita.
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah.
Masih mencari walau ada segalanya.
Apa yang tiada dalam syurga?
Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa.

Dijadikan wanita daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok.
Untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki.
Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus,
Mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus.

Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah,
Kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah.
Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya.
Jangan cuba menjinakkan mereka dengan harta, kerana nantinya mereka semakin liar.
Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan, kerana nantinya mereka
akan semakin derita.
Kenalkan mereka kepada Allah, zat yang kekal. Di situlah punca kekuatan
dunia.

Akal senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu.
Hati serapuh kaca, kuatkanlah ia dengan iman...
Perasaan selembut sutera, hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.

Suburkanlah ia kerana dari situlah nantinya...
Mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan Rab...
Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan suatu kelemahan..
Ia bukan diskriminasi Allah...sebaliknya di situlah kasih dan sayang
Allah...

Wanita yang lupa hakikat kejadiannya...
Pasti tidak akan terhibur, dan tidak akan menghiburkan...
Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak..mereka tidak akan lurus...
Bahkan akan semakin membengkok...
Itulah hakikatnya andai wanita tidak kenal Rabbnya...

Bila wanita menjadi derhaka...pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru
hara....
Lelaki pula janganlah mengharapkan ketaatan semata-mata.! ..
Tapi binalah kepimpinan...
Pastikan sebelum wanita menuju ilahi, pimpinlah diri kepadanya...
Jinakkan diri kepada Allah...
Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya di bawah pimpinanmu...
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra'
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat saidina Ali karamallahuwajhah

ditulis oleh shanor fahida

BBQ At Est Cost Park

2009-02-27T18:47:00.000-08:00

Is that Asyraf?
Two bangla's having a romantic time..:P
OMG..IM THAT DARK??
Some Classmates of Asyraf, im not sure Wheter i know them..
Bro Ju Playing with fire?
Whose that guyyy??
Camp Fires Burning..BURNING DOWN..BURN BURN BURN..
Mystery Jam 12???
Bro Shraf Cookking for HIMSELF..
Salam Alaikum..

Alhamdulillah..Jazakallah Khairan Asyraf for inviting me along..Met old classmates and schoolmates too..Was splendid..updated each other about life and school life..everyone agreed they missed secondary school times..haha..too bad laah..a friend of mine said the world wont let us be kids forever you knoow..we cant keep harping about it..

Ate lots and lots of burnt chicken through the BBQ..well..since i was the guest..i just sat there most of the time waiting to be served..NOOOT..u think im that bad?..haha..ofc i helped out..haha..Got to know new friends..some remind me of old friends..

Sometimes its funny how people can have the same vibe and all..haha..well..i was the only SPian yesterday..but was NOT left out..cause the only time im introvert is when im being emo or reserved..haha..which is R.A.R.E..

Most of them know me the last time i followed Asyraf to a certain Islamic Event..trust me..those who love being in a big group of friends(good influencing ones)i urge you to join any youth islamic organisation..Subahanallah..i never felt that happy being in a big group before..its like im walking with my brothers who are so so caring and loving..hahax..

Ohh yaar...talk about cooking..poor Shraf he was busy BBQing but never save some for himself..haha..untill he got really hungry and decided to cook a few wings for himself and well a bit for me..though he cant finish it and gave the rest to me..hahax..im like a recyclebin..and yaa..

Syukran jazilan to one of the bro there who brought the big big tent..thanks to him we have no problem finding a place to prey i mean pray..thoughhh..we got a problem finding the direction(i fgot to bring the compass)..hehe..we used our astronomy skills instead..

I think we chose the wrong area..it was a bit crowded and alot of people passing by and the toilet was very far..we went to the nearest toilet which was at Mcdonald..well..it was challenging..but alhamdulillah..when theres a will there will be a waaay..

The last time i went there with my family to have a picnic,the area was quiet and much more peaceful..not many passerby..and the coool thing was we were very close to sea..i took that advantage of performing zuhr prayers near the sea..hehe..it was superb the wind..the scenery..its just like im in my own world..communicating with Allah..you guys should try it.. :)..yup2..

To be frank..The moment i heard the BBQ gonna be held at ECP..i wasnt comfortable*hint*..if u invite me to a picnic,reunion or wadever event at ECP..im not gonna be totatlly glad..yes its truee..the wind,the breeze,the scenery..soo serene and everything..

BUT..as a muslim..what about our five prayers,what about finding a place to perform prayer, what about being clean when performing prayer,what about avoiding having to much fun and forgetting to perform our prayers,what about avoiding looking at other's aurat(seeing no evil)..these are basic considerations a muslim should have when they wanna go out and have fun..there might be more for someone who is much more strict in Islamic values..yes..its not wrong to go out and enjoy..but never..neveeeer...forget that we are still muslims..and we have obligations to carry out..

I was happy enough to know that there others in the group carrying out those duties...there were even some unknown guys who used our area just to perform prayers with permission ofcorse..now, that made me soo happy that moment..even though its challenging to perform prayers there..i see efforts..lots of it..and that my friend is the true way of gaining happiness..well of corse as a muslim..haha..im not refering to non-muslims..hehe..

A Short reminder for my para sahabat & Teman..

Indahnya ciptaan Allah..nikmat yang Dia beri tidak terkira tidak terhitung malah diambil ringan oleh kita..sedar atau tidak..daun-daun,rumput dan semua ciptaanNya sentiasa berzikir(mengingatiNya)..Tidakkah kita sedar bahawa dengan izinNya kita dapat bernafas dengan adanya udara??..mengapa tidak terlintas rasa bersyukur kerana kita dapat bernafas de..sedangkan kami sentiasa leka,lupa malah mengingkariNya..bila-bila masa sahaja Allah boleh menghancurkan kami dengan ssekelip mata seperti di Phuket..Penduduk Phuket yang tinggal berdekatan dengan lautan,mereka itu tidak sedar tidak terlintas dalam hati meraka bahawa sesuatu kejadian akan meragut beribu-ribu nyawa..iaitu kejadian Tsunami..Janganlah terlalu bersuka ria..kerana belum tahu esok ada lagi untuk kita..apabila bersenda..bersendalah berpada-pada jangan sampai terlupa dengan Dia..ingat..Dunia ini fana..NikmatNya sementara..

TIll Next time..feels good to be myself agaain:)...

Shoopping...at Geylang..

2009-02-26T19:04:00.000-08:00

Peace To U All Readerzz..

Went out to shop yesterday at Geylang with Akhi Asyraf..hehe..masyaAllah..never b4 in my life have i ever had allergies..last two days..my whole body start itching like after touching "ulat bulu" though im not sure what is called in english..haha..a type of caterpillar that causes one to feel severe itchiness when touched..well i thought it was chicken pox symptoms..went to doctor, she told me it was allergy..though i dont remember having that after living for 18 yrs plus on earth..

kinda in disbelieve..anywaaaayyy

sooo...yaa it was raining...as in raining cats and dogs..and i was hungry and and broke..and and when we reached Geylang..lucky mee..my father work around there..hehe..my personal walking atm..haha..then we thought of lunching at Teh Tarik House..BUT IT WAS CLOSED!!!!!!...

like..what a turn offff...grr...then went off to shop at Tokoh Warisan..nooonoo not the curtain shop the bookstore....i didnt shop for anything..shraf bought some books and misk..or is it musk..wadeveer..well all i cared about was my stomach that time..haha..

oh well..i did enjoy the looooong journey back home taking bus..i slept like baby..yeaa..

and hmm..well..the book about Siti Khadijah (r.a) and true love caught my attention..ooooo..im so buying it..insyaAllah..

Till Nxt time..:)

BLOG REVIVED ATLAAAAST...:p

2009-02-24T20:45:00.000-08:00

Peace To U ALLL...

To those whose loong hols just started or started long agoo...weehee...make sure u dun rot by staying indoors every single day...go ouut..and fill ur days with activities(dun waste money too laah)..haha..

okaay..im not gonna post about anything for tday..cause it took me 1hour+ just to think of a blog title and blog address..sheesh im soo not creative..haha..

Aniwae..id like to thank those who have been praying for my success and those whove helped me through my difficult times..jazakumullah khairan(may Allah reward ur deeds)..soo yaa..im gonna rest for now..gg out soon..

ill edit me blog and and hmm..link u all insyaAllah by tnite..:)